Hitting The Wall-Part II
Hey Friends,
I hope you did not think that I was discouraged as you read yesterday’s blog. I was not discouraged! I did want to be honest and transparent with you. I believe I have the gift of faith. Many who know me agree with that assessment. With that said, I wanted you to know that I hit the wall just like most everyone else. No one is perfect and we all struggle with issues.
Lately I have entertained some thoughts (maybe from God and maybe not) of huge leaps of faith for FPC. When I sit and think through them the implications are profound. Each “Next Step of Faith” is longer and farther than the last. It is NEVER easy, for me at least. I just wanted you to know. We are all in this together. We are all longing to impact and grow the Kingdom of God. It is a walk of faith – PERIOD.
As the lead Pastor of FPC, I am facing some decisions that are massive and the mountains are huge. I really can’t see the tops yet as they are covered with clouds. I can’t even tell how high they really are! Scary!
This fall we launch another campus with a far greater cost that we initially imagined. We are also in the planning stages of expanding the Pellissippi campus. The dollar cost is staggering. I know God can! I know He as no limits to His power and potential. I know that walking this road will grow FPC closer as a spiritual family. I know many will not get it. Many will not want to give and will leave due to the cost. All these are facts!
I know that every lost man, woman and student without Jesus will go to hell forever, and that thought keeps me pushing forward like a mad man. Do we really believe our lost family and friends will spend forever in a Godless eternity? Doesn’t that still matter to the people of God? Or today is it just about helping the poor? (Which I am all for.)
Well, you see my dilemma. And I believe that this day will be blessed, I will see the Hand of God move and lead and I will join Him in His journey – regardless of the cost. “If you love Me you will obey My commands.” I believe Jesus said that for us.
Just a thought. Hit any walls lately?
Pastor Chris





1 Comment
For me, walls are very hard to diagnose. I’ve been slammed against a minsitry wall for some time. Does a wall mean you are supposed to turn one way or the other and try something different? Does it mean you are supposed to try harder and charge on right through the wall? Does it mean you are supposed to just stop, wait, spend time with God until He moves the wall? Hmmmmm.